http://sleepeatexercise.tumblr.com/

Same problem (EDNOS), same goals, same drug habits (reduced presently due to school obligations). <3 Let's kick ass all the way to AWESOME.

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 07:21:40 -0400

This message made me so happy :)))))

I haven’t been able to update much lately :( Hope all my lovely followers are doing good<3

Wed, 30 Mar 2011 15:13:40 -0400

I haven’t been able to update much lately :(

Hope all my lovely followers are doing good<3

dietandcigarettes: I love how the bikini of this lovely lady...

Wed, 30 Mar 2011 15:09:51 -0400

dietandcigarettes:

I love how the bikini of this lovely lady matches the background haha

omg i hope i look this good by summer ;_;

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Fri, 25 Mar 2011 16:54:13 -0400

oh my god my cat does this whenever i try to do pushups -_- and...

Fri, 25 Mar 2011 16:49:53 -0400

oh my god my cat does this whenever i try to do pushups -_-

and she tries to sit on my lap when i do crunches

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Fri, 25 Mar 2011 16:29:50 -0400

can i get the pw for your progress blog please? thank ya :)

Thu, 24 Mar 2011 11:40:27 -0400

I can’t find your ask… lol sorry. is your ask turned on?

I think you look great :) You are doing well.

I am about 5'9 and about 200 lbs. I don't pay attention to pounds. I tend to look at how look in clothes, and how I feel about myself. I know that I will never be a size 3, but I know that everyone is beautiful :)

Tue, 22 Mar 2011 15:07:27 -0400

Thank you!

And I know what you mean about not paying attention to weight. Whenever I get weighed (whether it’s at the doctors or like someones bathroom scale) I get major anxiety so I just don’t do it unless I absolutely have to. Plus, weight is not a direct measurement of health. Someone can be like 150lbs of like lean muscle and they are healthier than the 115lb skinny person.

I’m glad that you understand that you don’t have to be a size three to be beautiful and I wish you the best :)

By the way, judging from your profile picture, you look really cute<3

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Mon, 21 Mar 2011 21:12:02 -0400

vanishingintothin:

mariawilthera:

i’ll message you the link for free =), it can burn up to 200cal in 25mins. of workout =)

OMG PLEASE

Musings on the gap.

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 18:29:06 -0400

Musings on the gap.:

findingthinagain:

Everyone knows which gap I’m talking about. The one between your thighs. 1/2 inch, two inches, three inches - the bigger the better, but ultimately most girls trying to lose weight would kill for the gap no matter how big or small it may be. But what I want to know is, why?
What’s so special about this little space? Who decided that it’s the end all be all sign of “skinny”? To be honest, I didn’t even know that it was until I found the vast (and sometimes terrifying) world of weight loss tumblrs. I fought exercise bulimia last year and dropped to my lowest weight ever, hitting rock bottom at a BMI of 15.5. Did I have a thigh gap? I have no idea, because I didn’t think that was something that mattered. I didn’t have a blog at the time, so my disorder was mine - no one knew about it, I didn’t share it with anyone, I didn’t tell anyone my goals.
When I made this tumblr though, I started thinking that maybe there was something to this gap craze. Maybe my thighs really were fat if they touched at the top. So I worked on making a gap happen, and I ended up with a pretty nice one. But for the past 4 weeks I’ve been legitimately trying to strengthen my legs - not just tone, but strengthen. And since then, my gap has been getting smaller. And I’ll be honest with you all, at first that bothered me. I didn’t want huge thighs. But then I realized how freaking awesome my thighs look right now, and I decided that I’m not going to let a made up ideal affect me.
Because that’s what it is. A made up ideal, perpetuated by this community. I love tumblr, and I love each and every one of you that follow me and that I follow, but this is stupid. And we can stop it. We can stop perpetuating these made up ideals. Why do we have to see a thigh gap, collarbones, hipbones, and ribs before we can see beauty? Why can’t we just skip all that arbitrary crap and really see ourselves and each other for what we really are, which is beautiful at every weight?
I’m not holding myself to other peoples’ standards anymore. I’m beautiful, and nothing is going to change that. Not the bones I can or cannot see, and especially not a space between my thighs.
What’s so special…

Ana is yelling loudly in my ear today...

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 14:41:14 -0400

girlythin:

I can’t give in…Not now… Any advice to quiet her down?

Aw:( Go for a walk, listen to some upbeat, happy music, paint your nails, watch your favorite movie, call a friend, read a book. Good luck, sweetheart. Stay strong

If your body goes into starvation mode, is there a way to get it back to normal? Like just going back to eating regularly or something?

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 14:35:43 -0400

Slowly increase the amount of calories you consume (like 100 more than usual a day for a couple weeks, then go to 200 more, etc) and be sure to eat very healthy with lots of water and regular exercise.

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Mon, 21 Mar 2011 11:49:14 -0400

http://sleepeatexercise.tumblr.com/

Same problem (EDNOS), same goals, same drug habits (reduced presently due to school obligations). <3 Let's kick ass all the way to AWESOME.

I haven’t been able to update much lately :( Hope all my lovely followers are doing good<3

dietandcigarettes: I love how the bikini of this lovely lady...

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oh my god my cat does this whenever i try to do pushups -_- and...

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can i get the pw for your progress blog please? thank ya :)

I think you look great :) You are doing well. I am about 5'9 and about 200 lbs. I don't pay attention to pounds. I tend to look at how look in clothes, and how I feel about myself. I know that I will never be a size 3, but I know that everyone is beautiful :)

REBLOG this if you want to have a FREE COPY of jillian michaels' 30 day shred

Musings on the gap.

Ana is yelling loudly in my ear today...

If your body goes into starvation mode, is there a way to get it back to normal? Like just going back to eating regularly or something?

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I think you look great :) You are doing well.

I am about 5'9 and about 200 lbs. I don't pay attention to pounds. I tend to look at how look in clothes, and how I feel about myself. I know that I will never be a size 3, but I know that everyone is beautiful :)